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Rosamora

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Meditating on what I shall name you I heard a whisper, your name so soft and gently in my left ear. I turned to look but no one was there. I thought I might be going crazy but then I realized finding a name for you was my very prayer Mistreated, stressed and scared out of my mind...I decided that it wasn't so bad. My acceptance paved the way to my reality... On my very first appointment the nurse began to apologize as she looked at me As the very doctor who gave birth to me performed the ultrasound, I could see what he saw and realized it was the beginning of the end so I accepted it right then. I was not ready yet anyway, I told myself In hopes of feeling better. The mass was the size of my womb, the post was bare That night,  evil hands struggled to rip you from my womb...toilet crimson...pale and clammy skin somewhat conscious of the loss within. The ambulance ride was horrible, the hospital even worse... BUT hearing you call to me after just 2 miles...
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Coronavirus: My Food Accommodation Tips

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Have you gone into the grocery store recently and found all the bottled water gone, the juice barely there and the meat picked over? Well, that seems to be the experience for many of my friends and family amid the Coronavirus (COVID-19) pandemic. I know what it is like to have to preplan and prepare for a natural disaster. I am from South Carolina the state that is no stranger to Hurricanes and flooding and I believe in being prepared. The Coronavirus seems to be no different in urgency. The closure of schools and the possibility of many having to be quarantined at home has created stockpiling mayhem around the country. If you find yourself not finding the essentials that you think you need in the grocery store, this information is just for you. No Milk: Use Powdered milk, coconut milk or Almond milk. No Meat: Try frozen burgers: meat or veggie. Buy frozen seafood, go to the fish market or go fishing. Don't forget that beans are a great source of protein too!
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Awakened

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I was asleep for 10 years, now I finally woke up. Once  studied to be a doctor but forced to give it all up. A nervous wreck. I couldn't focus. My sanity is everything, eyes have opened. Each second of every day I am getting stronger. My lens clear by the one who laid it down for me, creator of lighting and thunder. I know you are hoping that I fail but it is He that lives in me that makes me prevail. "Our Daily Bread" helps with my daily bread. It guides my focus. No longer blind, controlled by your manipulation. How I used to beat myself up has dissipated. Taking the advice of Jay Rock to "win" is highly appreciated.  I almost made it. Let me take a moment to repharse it. "No weapon formed against me shall prosper." You cant serve two masters...Three weeks ago, 3:24, the alarms, the pot, the knocks. The desperation is evident. Vengance is not mine but the one who is heaven sent. Recheck your confidence. One too many foul balls. Go ahead and tak
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Game Over

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This is for you. I know you reading. Dedicated too much time to your mistreatment. Sitting around just thinking of ways to destroy my image. The "Great I Am" my vision is much too big for your comprehension. I tried to bring you along but you are resistance. The very definition of inconsistance, so you forced me to move my distance. The hate you demonstrate has and still is making me great. The whole you dug is the home you reaped. You created. Vengance is not mine. The level of pettiness complimented...weak. I say my prayers right before I sleep. Wake up refreshed, favored, blessed and I am still meek. As much energy as you have put in being sneaky, I have dedicated my life to peace, prosperity, love and calamity. I am done explaining. You got what you wanted. Stellar performance, Grammy waranted. You always wanted the stage, now you have it to yourself. All eyes on you. Cameras flash. The curtain closes as the final act approaches. You exit stage left. The TKO in motion
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I Am Not That Woman

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"I want to be selfish with your love.",  he says. She can read between the lines. Your self-esteem is low right now and you are just looking for a good time. I... am... not... that woman! "My biggest regret is you!" he replies. She smiles and shakes her head. I know you are trying to make up your mind and maybe test the waters but I am not desperate! I am a woman of purpose. I am optimistic and I will help you out of the pit. But if you think you are going to just sleep with me with no com-mitt-ment, your intentions are not Heaven sent! I have been been through this scenario several times before...my reply remains the same...to the left is the door. My advice; your knees are where you need to be, praying to the good Lord almighty!
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Embrace the Red

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The flower has bloomed, the art is live The truth revealed. Spirit alive Create with passion, boldness and haste fearless, courage...luxurious in taste Green and piercing...red and fierce earth and fire...Flame within....Twins... Soul connection...EMBRACE THE RED Comfort here. Stress reliever. Picking up tomorrows' here... saving the best for last-at-last we are here. Can I trust you with my fears after all-these-years...of...waiting for you?
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Facts

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Pet peeve: leaving your plate on the counter instead of putting it in the sink... I like to share...the only requirement, don't touch my things. So, you are too good to take out the trash? No stress...I'll take it out... but don't expect me to cook so you can eat... You disconnect the fire alarm...light candles with no match. Don't look at me sideways...I see the embers in the trash...you're reckless... Matter of fact, as I write this, I'm eating Grits, red beans...Thanksgiving leftovers for breakfast... I drink Green Tea with ginger and lemon...no sugar needed... I can't stand clutter...Winter time Spring cleaning ~
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