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Fula, Balanta, Mende, Catawba...somewhere in Europe by way of Alabama... Mulatto, light skinned, all the way down to the richest of color My black is my black...Maxton, Marion, Dillon and Mullins My great Aunt Mayzell and Aunt Judy sat on their hair. Uncle Ernest hair straight...Great-grandma Sicily, wavy loose curly...mustang black... touched with a sprinkle of Gray Great-great-great-grandma Josephine, Uncle Julius and eight others... descendants of Albert Williams, my great-great-great-great grandfather.... He considered himself black unlike, Aaron, his identical twin brother. First black teacher in Marion, or so indicates their research...self-sufficiency discovered Ciff Lee, mothers father, only met him once in person but over 30 years desired. 6 foot 4 gentle giant...so many questions unanswered...still yet, I can't stomach to form the words to say that I ever blamed ya James Buie Sr, the only one I knew as Granddad growing up, I salute you and that rifle.RIP...l...

What have we become? A symptom of Black Market injections Fix-A-Flat, Cement, illegally obtaining Silicone for a bigger bum... The videos glorify the fakeness that you want to become Because you have perceived it in your mind, the damage has already been done. Whatever happened to squats and lunges...doing things the old-fashioned way? Wanting to be the object of his desire...meanwhile, killing yourself ever so softly I see your jeans screaming at the seams...you refuse to hear them... thinking the bigger the better... until you be Cardiac-arresting, retarding your personal development. You control your image, not what they silently promote... They like to see it, sleep with it, feel it...understanding the difference... definition of what a freak is. Love yourself for you being you...instead of paying homage to those additives that will remain constant even after you cease to exist Girls going overseas...dying for bum injections. Fake nurse traveling from Asia to Australia...