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Married? I thought I said "I do"... Conception? for you a nightmare come true... Hope? You seem to not have any left... Thoughts? Negativity at its best... Wishing? Your best thing to do... Understanding? Non-existent, you only listen to you... Dreams? How will they come true? So quick to say what you will not do Claims of being too good and refuses to  See what is best for you... You say you don't need anybody's help... This is the worst lie you have ever told yourself... You see, pride causes one to fall; fast and without rescue... Every time you look around, friends are moving faster But you love to hurry up and wait on people...Yet constantly forget about the Master Lost little lamb you are who chooses not to be found. Always looking at and grazing in someone elses' field but refusing to acknowledge your own... Blaming me will get you nowhere...Accepting your Own mistakes and faults will teach you how to care... Alwa...

The best thing to do is to be humble and try The worst thing to do is just "throw in the towel" Learn not to quit before you start. The hole that you dig is the product of your own faults Why should I be patient and and why should I wait. 1+1 technically equals 1 but will it be destined in our own fate... Patience is a virtue but exactly how long is it proper for me to wait... Frustration is trying to creep in but I know better than to let it germinate... Is this really how it is supposed to be? Or is it a small obstacle guising itself as two or three? Prayer is the number one thing that sustains Me. I must continue for "better or for worse" But it is not supposed to be a curse! An attack of the enemy is not always the excuse Watch your thoughts and imaginations... An action is no more than a thought manifested Remember what you think and what you say will ultimately become who and what you will become What we endure has testimony written all over...